Thursday, April 19, 2007'♥
pure love ♥
The day is coming to an end again, 24 hours, just *woof* away in a blink of an eye... And look! another week will almost be over so soon. Just like every other normal day, went for my driving lessons after work. it's seems like i getting better already, thinking that my test date is less then a month away scares me... i have to pass it no matter what... nothing is more important than that now. it's my world!!! everything depends on it...
sometimes, i feel so confused. what do i actually want in life? i often get easily excited over the smallest things. grow up! only kids do that! distractions are an always thing. i never do understand the 'better not' theory but the 'cannot do' theory. yup! maybe what 1 of my friend said is right, i never know what is pain until i'm
terribly get hurt. coming to think about it, my thoughts ran wild again... i really need someone to run my life for me... someone who will set the rules for me, and make sure i don't break them. i guess
I'm too playful bah. than how can this carry on? what will happen when i am over at
Melbourne? won't it be like all hell let loose?
chaos on earth?! that scares me... that's why, sometimes being tired down early to the right person isn't a bad thing after all, because it installs you will all the commitment and
responsibility you need to keep you damn focus...
Hmmm..... right! having my 'get married soon please' dream again... i think i am just have the
thinking of a 24 years old women struck in a 20 years old body bah... *sigh* What this life all about? i don't understand...
I'm so physically and mentally so
wore out.
