Saturday, April 28, 2007'♥
pure love ♥
*sigh* Finally had i realize that all this while, i have been taking things and the people around me for granted. it is not only till when somethings happened, and messes things up, that i know and i know how good they had been to me and i SHOULD by right learn how to appreciate them. They don't owe me a living really~ Yet, i was again abit too late to get all my thoughts straight. Many have i hurt. I'm really sorry, from the bottom of my heart...
And do you know something? Now i finally know why love is not made to order. when you are with someone, being comfortable, yourself and free are the most important factors one cannot leave out. you will naturally be happy or they will make u feel so. the sense of belonging will lift your mood up no matter how low it is... But if that someone is not the right one, no matter how hard you try to make it feel right, it won't have the same feeling and will never will. I understood that it's not how we want things and when we want it to be and to turn out to that counts, but it's time that is in control and nature in it's course. It should never ever be rushed...
My yesterday and last Friday was equally packed, fairly tired, and seriously shag. In terms of timing, you can say i stretched myself to the max. Better of died, but I'm glad i survived...
