They say time will heal all wounds. But it's only superficial. In fact, it's the mind that keeps us away from insanity, and the healing tissues that covers the den made in our life lessen the pain so that it does not hurt that much. Anger is only fear turn inwards. We are angry with whatever and whoever that inflicted the injury. But deep down inside, we fear the hundred and one 'what if' and 'maybe' that only existed in nether world. And it stops us from moving on. All of us makes good script writers. But don't manipulate what could not have been into the screen production. Why limit what you can have when it's all in the mind that controls and runs the circumstances we will go though? The saying goes that if it can't kill us, it only will make us stronger.. Never lose hope because it has never change abit the day we kept it in the box called doomed...

Why would people need what they cannot want and want what they do not need? where memories dominates the mind of one, let time forget how long it would take to keep it away from remembrances. in a nut shell, many words are uttered out of our mouth daily, but none of it would be true without the company of actions, least they are just said to shut the questioning party up. I am who i am, but who am i to know am i who i think i am?!

The greatest enemy one could make in life is not those who have hurt or wrong you, but yourself. because no one can make you feel the way you feel except yourself. nothing can come in your way unless you allow it to. so lets put it this way, when things are not going the way it should be, you have no one to blame but yourself.
many atimes we love to put the blame on others, least it gives us comfort for that moment. but we have never wander why with a world population so huge,that problems just have to pay a visit to you. it is how you see it, it can make you stronger or pull you down. but cheating the one that you know best you can never cheat, it's always the case where we can't get in any working terms will ourselves. we will find ways and means to harm ourselves, forcing then with a pen on our throat into situations where only self disruption will occur. so why bluff yourself that if only i can't see it, i think they won't see me either? when all you did was to lie down in the middle of a war zone with your eyes close?! moron calling the idoit stupid...
on the contrary,we can be happy,look happy, am happy. but how trueful are we to ourselves that we expect others to be to us?!

Beyond our boundaries and limits we could not cross. That is something very true! Hard cold reality has lately knocked the living day light out of me. Reveling the hush and painful truths altogether. Onces blinded by all the illusions of which only have ourselves to blame, it brought me back to this vivid world where controvesry runs the circus and bad things often happen to good people. Why what and how are normally the three words people ask when chaos approach. As if it will scare the shit out of it and make it flee along it's messy trail?! But trouble has never fail to establish the fear factor in everyone when it strikes. Along with all no good, problems will make your stay on earth a re-renovated hot pot- Hell!

Actually, I'm also not very sure what i am blurting about. But just going through the routine of self analyzation; what have i did wrong to deserve all the shit i am getting right now? How could it be possible and why me AGAIN? Isn't the intolerable self-conflict and inflicted pain enough for me myself and I to bear?! Oh~ As though anyone would bother... MORON!

"Beyond all boundaries often lays something we want but do not need.Stepping into it only inflicts pain and hurts."

A brand new day, a whole fresh start...

God's Art Piece...

An Open Heaven!

7th of June 2007... A whole new world awaits me... I really can't wait to leave this cold kingdom... because i am only the princess of my own lonely palace... better off gone... i hope there will be freedom there... i pray life will be happier... nothing holds me back now... my future is in my hands... I run my life! So i love and live for myself...

You Will Always Be Close To My Heart

Just Being Me! Simple yet complicated~ There is no good or bad days, just days of grace. The grace to enjoy or the grace to endure.

Wear comfy shoes

Travel around the world

Live a life of a princess

Be in a happy and strong marriage and have lots children

Have my own house and car

buy and do things i could never afford or think about before

SwEeT dIaNa
~aH bOnG~
Mui Mui
BenicE

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