Saturday, May 31, 2008'♥
pure love ♥
Haven't bloggie for quite some time already ya? I have moved about a week now into my new place in the heart of Melbourne city and I'm somewhat quite settled in the place now. my 'roomie' (the other person living in the house) is nice also. Overall, i am the maria in the house (to what i perceive). I have been doing tons of house work more then all my past 20 years put together!(I'm treated like a princess back at home in Singapore) wearing out real soon!!! full time student, plus exams coming soon. part time patient care worker, labouring 3 days in a week. and the rest of the time a free-lance maid, but the house is getting much cleaner by the day though (which is good!). not such an eye sore now... the sudden thought of Cinderella came into my mind..lol!
anyway, i quite like my life now, just that i need abit more balance with work and rest and maybe alittle company.. lol... i guess i seriously need to get some sleep now, the night is getting longer due to winter and i barely can open my eyes. crap!
nighty!
ps. will post some photos of my room real soon..stay tune mates! haha...
Thursday, May 15, 2008'♥
pure love ♥
This was a poem that I wrote about a month back when i was very upset, still am, but thought i shared it with you all.
based on my true story...
behind walls i laid,
hearing people speak,
voices that chatters with a familiar tone,
with contexts that fix no man to hear.
she should do this and can't she do that,
all basing on what they thought it was,
but never even near.
there afar i stood so quiet,
they didn't know i was,
listening to those horrible stuff,
could it be me i thought?
but why oh why couldn't they tell me straight,
the nasty things they think and thought,
that shattered all there were within,
those closest whom i will never trust.
a truthful heart i only desire,
no use of lying with all those blunter.
what's the point a hypocrite can't change,
I'll just hang on for the yet great tales they say!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008'♥
pure love ♥
I'm feeling all shitty today. another long day, once again a goner week. having a horrible headache right now, seriously feel like chopping my head off! what's more, adding on to all the poo, brought the wrong tram ticket just now that cost me 28bucks and the freaking person said i can't change it but could fill up a refund form, crap! i don't need that! it will take ages! AND this is not the 1st time with me and the wrong tram tickets!!! hate it!
had ah bong celebrating her 21st last week, made me think should i go back to Singapore for 2 days or so, if my uni permits me to, to celebrate mine back where all my friends are.. hmmm... then how about should i do it? since if i am travelling so far, must make the full use out of it, seriously it's not cheap! still pondering though, since 21st is only once in a lifetime.. but what's with 21st anyway? crap!!!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008'♥
pure love ♥
I am super super stress now. sitting in this crowded library surrounded by people busy burying their head in their assignments and books, and here i am writing my blog! CraP!
GosH! i just received an email telling me that my exams are in June, and i am moving out end of May!!!! how much more chaos can it get?? and i haven't touch a single bit of notes or my assignment yet!!! * seriously freaking out*
stress stress stress stress stress.....
i am just in bad shape. better get back to work.. tell you later why...
